Last as i wrote and told you about my heart not good with Teefa going to the safe place. As i said about Tabitha not being well with a tumor aswell and i knew it would happen one day soon that will have to make that decision again. Well the last 48 hrs Tabby has been eating but then she couldnt poo in her tray even she tried and tried and as i felt her belly and could see it was swollen . Yesterday she tried to eat her breakfast but couldnt eat and when i got home her loud cry to tell me she was in pain and discomfort. Last
night i stopped up with her but she was in pain most of the night cried for help from me. This morning called my vet and took Tabby in to see the vet. Vet said to xray her and to see the reason why. When i went in to see the xray Tabby was laying there and looked at me in the eye like her mother Teefa did to me and i knew i had to let her go. I asked the vet if there anything we can do and there was nothing we can do. So i had to say to Tabby you have to going join your mum and i cried as she looked at me saying i know i will. I stopped with her and she past away in my hands and my heart was in bits and i came away from the vets and came home. I did not stop of work as i was back shift and i went in to work and closed myself of at work and concentrated on work. As when i got finished and driving home i knew my home would be empty. Yes its empty silence when i walked in my door. None of the girls to meet me but in my heart i can see then. I will never forget Teefa and Tabitha. They have joined my Flicker and Jerry Lee in the safest place and all in my heart for ever
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