This last 10 days i had that with Stray cat being run over by someone and me having to let my Teetha go to the safe place. This last week my Tabitha who is Teethas daughter was dribbling now and then. I did speak the vet and sounded like she had a infection. Yesterday she was at a lost like me without Teetha being here. Tabby kepted on going to the toilet but nothing came out of her and she was still having an odd dribble.I called the vets yesterday afternoon and took her in to see the vet. Vet said her bladder bowel was big and that she was as you can say constipated. I had to leave her with vet to get it out of her. 24 hrs earlier i had to leave Teetha as she slipped away to the safe place. Me waited at home and got the call from the vets but was not expecting what i was told. Tabitha had a small tumor top of her bowel system and thats what was causing her to dribble now and then and make her constipated aswell. Vet said had a two choices what to do with Tabitha. Clear her system out and of course injections but couldnt do anything with the tumor or i could let her go to join her mother Teetha in the safe place. I said no to that straight away as my heart would not take it with losing both of my family within 24hrs. I said to clear her system out etc and pick her up at 9am in the morning. With me being on night shift i went in to work and closed myself of thinking what was going on in my private life away from work. It was a long night as i knew Taby was in a strange place and why not at home. As i worked i looked at clock so much couldnt ask for time to go any quicker. I got through the shift and thought get shopping on way home and then get house work done before going to pick up Tabitha from the vets at 9am. When i got home i walked into my house and it was empty no Tabby or Teetha to meet me at the door my house was empty. The last time i had that feeling was after Jerry lee died and i came into my home and it was empty. Thats a feeling i never want to feel again. So got with my house work i knew i was getting tired out as the last 3 days very little sleep and eating for me with what was going with Teetha and Tabitha. As it got time to go to Annan to the vets to pick Tabby up. I got there and as they went to get and when she seen me she let out as loud voice reaction seeing me and i got my ears bent . She was so happy and angry with me and i was so happy to see her. Paid my bill and headed home. As i write this she is going in and out the back door and talking to me as she does. It will take a long time for us to get use of Teetha not being here but in our hearts. Rest of this weekend iam not working and will be here at home with Tabitha spending important time with each other after our Teetha gone to the safe place . RIP TEETHA
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